From the recording Crown of Apathy
Music written and performed by Mick Blankenship
www.mickblankenship.com
Co-produced by John Moyer (Disturbed)
Mixed and mastered by Shawn Christmas
Lyrics
CROWN OF APATHY
It’s getting cold with iced over faded dreams, I am so numb
It comes alive inside or maybe so it seems, to grow
Ooh but I don’t care it’s the cross I bare
Push it all aside I’ve tried a thousand times
I hate it, can’t change it
You don’t understand this makes me who I am
I need it, my Crown of Apathy
I tried so hard to be what they want me to be, I am so low
I hold the lies inside now it’s clear to me, they’re wrong!
You know I‘ve faced that fear that brought me here
Make this nightmare disappear!
Push it all aside I’ve tried a thousand times
I hate it, can’t change it
You don’t understand this makes me who I am
I need it, wear my Crown of Apathy
All that I wanted and nothing that needed could leave me this way
Waiting, wanting and there has got to be a real way to get through the pain
Get through the pain!
Push it all aside I’ve tried a thousand times
I hate it, can’t change it
You don’t understand this makes me who I am
I need it, my Crown of Apathy
Push it all aside! Hey!
Push it all aside! Hey!
Push it all aside! Hey!
I need it right now
I need it pouring out
I need it!
My Crown of Apathy